Really….really….
A MONTH ago, you said…and I quote directly from what you sent me, ” However, to be honest I am really not ready for a relationship with any depth because I have so much of myself to work on” shortly followed by , “I am not ready to give any of myself to anybody because honestly it terrifies me. It’s probably pathetic and something I really need to work on but the point is that I can’t figure it out yet. Because anytime a genuine boy pursues me I back off and get scared. It’s really weird and a serious flaw on my part but it’s the honest truth”
We’ve been back in school for about…oh, 3 weeks, and you’re already in the midst of pursuing a relationship with some guy you met all of 2 weeks ago.
This leads me to believe 1 of two things…
1) You worked out your own problems that quickly
or (and more likely)
2) You lied to me in an attempt to make me feel better hoping that I wouldn’t remember…which in effect only makes it worse!
Listen, I’m 23, you can tell me to my face that you don’t like me that way. Don’t play around with my emotions thinking you know what I want to hear. Tell me straight out.
But noooooooo you had to make me feel better, you had to lie to me, and now it makes me feel that much worse because now I feel like an ass for believing you in the first place…so to that I say,
and I’m done!
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