No no, please don’t get up!
There are more than a few things I’d like to say to your face at the moment, but seeing as we’re on opposite ends of the country, I’ll settle for passive aggressive bitching on a social media site!
Seriously, I am so completely and utterly done with you that it makes me physically ill! I don’t understand why you couldn’t be mature about the whole situation! You’re in college now….time to grow up and leave the HS bullshit where it belonged….in HS!
Yes, I like you…and I’m willing to admit that its going to take time to get rid of those feelings, but trust me, you’re making it easier on me! I came out and told you this…something that I might add I don’t normally do because I am a (often times painfully) shy person! And what did you tell me? You gave me a boat load of “its not you its me” and a side car full of “I need time to work on me”….all that actually translated to “I don’t like you in that way…kindly go have a seat in the friend zone, I think the chair you were occupying is still warm”
I would have been perfectly fine with the later response, but you decided the better option was to lie and try and spare my feelings which in effect, really only made it worse!
I don’t know if you realize, but lying only ever “makes it worse”….you make me look like an idiot, you give me false hope (which, really, I see as the worst offense in your long rap sheet) and you damage an already fragile social persona….
Now will you ever read this? I doubt it….but I hope that if you do, you feel bad! I hope that this makes you feel like a bad person, cause from where I sit (in my throne made of bias) you kinda are!
PS: You know what the worst part about it is? If we ever do meet face to face again (which I’m sure will happen in the future) I am going to be nice to you! Why? Because I’m a nice person. As much as it baffles me, I am your friend despite your transgressions….so please, go about your (what I assume is a) blissfully ignorant life and continue to tell me about your current boyfriend and how happy you are and how much you love him after dating him for all of 2 weeks!!!! I feel like your gay guy friend…just…ya know…not gay….
